Fuck you Lucy

 Yesterday I went into my bar where I used to be a regular, but haven't been lately because I lost the bar in a divorce to a man who didn't hold up his end of the bargain. I bailed on him, and he still really wants what we had back. He is in this bar EVERYDAY. The bartender lead me over to the juke box, and showed me the list of most played songs, and number 5 was "Fuck you Lucy" by Atmosphere.
Today I had to look up the lyrics which are insanely relevant to me and to him. I included them at the bottom of this post, and highlighted the REALLY relevant lyrics in bold.
 
Truth be told I haven't been pursued like this since High School, and everyday I get emails and texts that are tear jerking and ooze sappy romance. IF I said I didn't enjoy it, I'd be a liar.

While I call him, I shouldn't.

Certain people feel as though up until recently I was "leading him on" but not deliberately. Our relationship wasn't working, and when I feel a certain way, I bounce. I do this very quickly and quietly. It's part of my Ninja mantra. I'd like to take him back, because I feel as though he'd try harder and I still care about him, I can't. I'd like too, but I CAN'T. He was kind of mean and always fighting me to lead. When I gave him the chance to lead he didn't take us anywhere, so I took the lead back and he still fought for it back.

BASICALLY this is a guy who doesn't know what he wants other than wanting to wake up next to me everyday. The emails are worth posting, but I just can't violate him on that level as well.
Here is the song and the lyrics, enjoy!






She said that she still wants a friendship
She cant live her life without me as a friend
I cant figure out why I'd give a damn to what she wants
I dont understand the now before the then

Most of this garbage I write
That these people seem to like
Is about you
And how I let you infect my life
And if they got to know you
I doubt that they would see it
They'd wonder what i showed you
How you could leave it
A friend in Chicago said that I should stay persistant
If I stay around, im bound to break resistance
Fuck you lucy for defining my existance
Fuck you and your differences

Ever since I was a young lad
With a part time dad
It was hard to find happiness inside of what I had
I studied my mother
I digested her pain
And vowed no woman on my path would have to walk the same
Travel like sound across the fate ladder
I travel with spoon to mix this cake batter
And i travel with feels so i can deal with touch
Its like that
Thank you very much
Fuck you very much

Yes
Yes it is

And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Yes
Yes it is

And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Fuck the what happend
I got stuck
They can peel pieces of me off the grill of her truck
Used to walk with luck
Used to hold her hand
Fell behind and played the role of a slower man
I wanna stand on top of this mountain and yell
I wanna wake up and break up this lake of hell
I feel like a bitch for letting the sheet twist me up
The last star fighter is wounded time to give it up
On a pick it up mission
Kept it bitter
Getting in a million memories just to forget her
The difficulty in keeping emotions controlled
Cookies for the road
Took me by the soul
Hunger for the drama
Hunger for the nurture
Gonna take it further
The hurt feels like murder
Interperate
The eyes
Read the lines on her face
The sunshine is fake
How much time did i waste?
Fuck you lucy for leaving me
Fuck you lucy for not needin me
I wanna say fuck you
Because i still love you
No, im not ok
And I dont know what to do
Yes
Yes it is

And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Yes
Yes it is
And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Do I sound mad?
Well I guess im a little pissed
Every action has a point
Five points make a fist
You close em
You swing em
It hurst when it hits
And the truth can be a bitch
But if the boot fits
I got an idea
You should get a tatoo that says warning
Thats all, just a warning
So the potential victim
Can take a left and safe breath
And avoid you
Sober and upset in the morning
I wanna scream Fuck you Lucy
But the problem is i love you Lucy
So instead
Ima finish my drink,and have another
While you think about how you used to be my lover
(Fuck you)

Yes
Yes it is

And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Yes
Yes it is

And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Leave never would you, you show could I if.....