Because when I run to the bathroom to look & see whether or not I need to wear more makeup...it turns out there's nothing & it's just another angry black man yelling at a white woman.
No, I don't have Herpes, and while I have a few pimples here & there, my chin isn't ripped open and infected to the point where while I'm riding by someone would see or say something like that.
Black men just feel like they always need to say something awful to me. Last week I was practically attacked while emptying groceries from my car.
"I HATE white people" he said "I'm coming back to rob your car"......"That's why Obama's president"
My only retort was, "Obama's half white" until I sent someone out to chase him away for good.
This is not the second time this type of unprevoked harrassment has taken place, this happens often. For example I was on the boardwalk & a cart pusher felt it necessary to point out that I could stand to loose a few while I was working with the Magic Theatre in the Tropicana.
However he wanted to make his point in the most vulgar way possible:
"tuck your gut in fucking slut"
I was professionally dressed in high heels, and also devistated by these words.
I feel as though I am consistently verbally accosted by black men on the street because of the mentaltity that, "white girl think's she's too good for me because I'm black"
This reminds me of something....like the Sudan situation where thousands of Tutusi women were sexually terrorized because they "thought they were too good for Hutu men".
While I assure you I don't feel unsafe in my home Atlantic City, it's strange I keep being verbally accousted, harrassed, and generally bothered almost exclusively by black men and women.
My best friend is a Jamican named Lloyd and he says he hates "Niggers" all the time. When I explain said situation to him, he also believes this is a "too good for me" anger.
What am I to do, fuck black men to prove a point?
Accept the rape I "deserve" because I "think I am too good for black men"?
Maybe I'll marry an African man (like my ex-Yohannes from Etheopia) just to protect me from the stereo-type of white women, but forever be called a mudshark/traitor by white men for "betraying the race"....either way I never win.
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