Tonight I feel posessed. Incapable of making decisions on my own but driven in a direction. I don't understand. Am I waiting for some great god to posess me and put magic words down that will make me famous & change my life? Am I allowing myself to be vunerable in order to see some light as if there were an answer? As if I were lazailly drifting through life uninhibited by the world as I saw it?
It seems to be.
Hey, at least I don't want to _________ ____________ anymore. Which is a great accompolishment.
Do not be tense, just be ready, not thinking but not
dreaming, not being set but being flexible. It is being "wholly" and quietly alive, aware and alert, ready for whatever may come.
The danger of training with the heavy bag is that it doesn't react to one’s
attack and sometimes there is a tendency to thoughtlessness. One will punch
the bag carelessly, and would be vulnerable in a real situation if this became a habit. Bruce Lee
I feel limp like the world is moving my body without my permission.....
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