I do. It was wild. I remember getting done, and hurrying online while they showered to check for a message from you.
Nuts right?
The life I was so prepared to take full circle opposite from my own is back to it's complete ascention.
I work as assistant marketing director in a big advertising company worth 53 million.
Nuts right?
I make massive decisions, and I fucking hate it. I loathe it. I want to be green. I am chewing my finger nails off. It's like, yo, I have to do this. Wait I am helping this company. I got them a free radio spot the first 3 days I worked here. I could do what ever I wanted, I think.
My co-workers think I'm insain, and slowly I'm attempting to dissolve my ego. It's very hard. My ego's huge.
Magic is made, but to be natural? Wow.
That's all it is. I keep waiting for the acid wave to peak in my spinal cord.
The acid wave applies to everything, especially since I took it and I'm expecting it because I've taken it before....except that peak isn't here now, and right when I'll start cursing the dick who sold me the fake shit, but I know it will hit.
The perfectly preforated blotter has the letters l o e v on it. Until I feel the wave peak, I'll keep ripping the little squares apart and putting them in my mouth.
Until you can't tell where my mouth ends and yours begins.
However it doesn't really matter who's mouths they are, they're just mouths.
I wrote this on a wall the other night: 1.618, no we really are all the same.
It's the ego, it's destroying me. Like eating out my soul.
Who knows about this whole spirtual enlightenment thing. I think I am really going up the ladder just to jump off. Should be exciting you know??
This always brings about the question of weather or not I really did take Chuck to seriously.
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Nuts right?
The life I was so prepared to take full circle opposite from my own is back to it's complete ascention.
I work as assistant marketing director in a big advertising company worth 53 million.
Nuts right?
I make massive decisions, and I fucking hate it. I loathe it. I want to be green. I am chewing my finger nails off. It's like, yo, I have to do this. Wait I am helping this company. I got them a free radio spot the first 3 days I worked here. I could do what ever I wanted, I think.
My co-workers think I'm insain, and slowly I'm attempting to dissolve my ego. It's very hard. My ego's huge.
Magic is made, but to be natural? Wow.
That's all it is. I keep waiting for the acid wave to peak in my spinal cord.
The acid wave applies to everything, especially since I took it and I'm expecting it because I've taken it before....except that peak isn't here now, and right when I'll start cursing the dick who sold me the fake shit, but I know it will hit.
The perfectly preforated blotter has the letters l o e v on it. Until I feel the wave peak, I'll keep ripping the little squares apart and putting them in my mouth.
Until you can't tell where my mouth ends and yours begins.
However it doesn't really matter who's mouths they are, they're just mouths.
I wrote this on a wall the other night: 1.618, no we really are all the same.
It's the ego, it's destroying me. Like eating out my soul.
Who knows about this whole spirtual enlightenment thing. I think I am really going up the ladder just to jump off. Should be exciting you know??
This always brings about the question of weather or not I really did take Chuck to seriously.
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